Hello Beautiful People,
Wow, it’s a new month and time really seems to be going fast. I hope you had a relaxed weekend and regardless I just want you to sit back, get yourself a treat or a drink, let’s chill and read.
Ok! honestly, I just couldn’t be asked about achieving so much last week, I didn’t put as much effort towards ticking off my to-do lists. My to-do lists are personal things I need to do daily to achieve my set goals i.e study, exercise, design, write, and research. Have you ever felt like the puzzles you’re trying to fix are not coming together and you are tempted to scatter them up and put them right back into the box packaging? Then, blame the manufacturer that the pieces are not right. Yea! blaming someone just seems right, it’s never our fault is it, haha.
Yes, this was definitely me last week, and did I forget to mention that the level of anxiety I felt was on the high. I am just so thankful to God for His word that got me through and back on track. One of my favorite words was from ”Matthew 6 vs 25 – 27”, you can read the whole chapter at your time, trust me you will thank me later. And don’t worry if you don’t have a bible alternatively, you can google ”Matthew 6 vs 25 – 27” and it will come up. What caught my attention was the part that states ‘’Can all your worries add a single moment to your life’’ ok, that gave me a reason to calm down. I could hear myself saying ‘’Girl you better chill, stop being so worried about something you can’t change, so stop stressing about it. You can’t change what has happened, but you can restructure your plans, so give all your anxiety and worries to God for He cares for you ”1 Peter 5 vs 7” and let’s do this again.
I actually can still feel the weight on my shoulders as I write this blog post, the level of stress and worries I felt this week was real. If you’re experiencing or experienced something similar to my past week, then let’s rethink this together. Take a deep breath in and out and let’s think about the WHY, why did we set these goals, why do we feel the way we are feeling. If you don’t want to talk about it, maybe you should write it down in your journal like I did, take your time to retrace what lead to those feelings or actions. Yes, I agree our feelings are valid, but let us join our minds together and demand that these feelings can not and will not control our final outcome, which is our WHY. This week or probably the past few months we may have let our goals slip, the fears creep in, the unexplained emotions take control and now it has caused our vision to be burly.
I have come to realize that some days will be like this, but I have decided that I will keep pushing, these feelings won’t control me and I am determined to rise up again. The little drop of my efforts won’t stop now, I will keep at it because I know someday it will count towards my WHY. After my journaling, replanning, and reading scriptures I was reminded that God is in total control. Let’s pick up from where we stopped because we can’t stop now, we have gone too far to give up on the WHY. Of course, it’s easier said than done but I have learned that feelings are temporary. A seed cannot become a plant without feeding it the right nutrients each day, some seeds take months before you see a plant, some even take years. I have come to realize that my WHY is not a temporary goal but a generational goal, so I have to pray and work at it consistently. So, although last week was not what I expected, next week I will rise again. I was born to win, so are you. Let’s try this again, we are in this together, let’s keep pushing until we achieve the ultimate goal and the purpose of our WHY.
xoxo,
BBB Empower.